The Blues

I have been feeling sorry for myself for about 24 hours now. Last night was grandma's visitation... on my birthday. Today was the funeral. Everything was beautiful and I'm sure she would have liked it.

Even though I was surrounded by my family, I felt as if I was alone. I miss Matt terribly. I needed Matt last night and today. Of course good ole uncle sam seems to have needed him more.

I'm in a funk. I really don't wanna go to school tonight. I wanna do a little retail therapy but I don't even know if I can find the energy to do that.

Oh and its 91 degrees here but to me it feels like about 157.


Crazy Shenanigans said...

I'm sorry to read about your grandmother and I wish that he could be there for you as well. It'll get better and before you know it he'll be home as well.

Thanks for the add and I'm glad you came across my blog. You seem really nice! My guy's name is Matt as well!

Teresa said...

Aww I am so sorry. I know how painful and hard things can be when your SO is not there too. Keep your head up the sky will brighten soon :)

(army)Wife said...

I'm so sorry about your grandma. I hope you start feeling better soon.

your hubby said...

babe I love this army crap will be over soon. God damn uncle Sam